Wake Me Up

This photo says so much to me.

It says that anything can happen… and that business leaders, world leaders and all the control we feel we have over our lives really are a bit of an illusion.I don’t mean to sound pessimistic or ‘domesday-ish’… It’s just got me thinking.

It seems like we are in very strange times. Nashville ran out of gas last week… it was bizarre to read “Twitters” where friends in TN were having to stay home because there was no gas…lining up for hours fighting over the remaining gallons of fuel.. Then to hear contant stories of earthquakes, fires, disasters, and then the news of the stock market. It is a reminder that serious things are taking place in the Earth at the moment, and whether I want to or not, I’m reminded of Jesus’ words that such things will happen as we begin to journey toward ‘the end’ of things… So it is jointly an exciting and very sobering time to be awake, aliving and breathing.

I’m bad at keeping up with news…local news or global news… I’m just bad at keeping up. I often exist in my own little bubble, typing away on my laptop, talking on my cell phone, ticking off my bible study plan… and often unaware of the issues and developments taking place in the globe.

God on the other hand, is anything BUT unaware. The more I hang out with Him, get to know Him, I realize that He is the most aware Being in existence. Some theologians say that attributing emotion to God is “anthropomorphic” (reducing God to a human level). I strongly disagree – God created emotions. We are a tiny reflection of His image. Therefore, He is far more emotive, more pained, more joyous, more senstive than any of us and all of us combined.

His awareness, His pain over the tragedies. His frustration over the injustices. These call me to HAVE to pay attention. He is my dearest Friend, my Husband, my Savior. I must know what is on His heart. I must share it and stand in it with Him.

So God, open my eyes and ears to see the world as you see. Wake me up from my comfortable sleep, my numerous conferences and meetings, my own dreams and agendas. Open my eyes to see as You see. Jump start my heart to feel what you feel.

Lead me out of my comfort zone… Outside the doors of comfortable church…and into the dangerous place where you stand…where there are question marks and heartaches, and the full punch of the weight of the pain of the world. I want to come out from behind my safe walls…..and share Your heart for this universe.

Jeremiah shared it. Hosea felt it. Ezekiel lived and breathed it. Amos carried it. Give me the gift of feeling your pain, your anger and your joy. I want it all – I want to know You and your heart. Ruin me for living a numb life in a comfortable bubble. Break my heart with the things that break yours. Open my blind eyes. Wake me up. Start today.

Amen

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  • Hi Vicky. Looking forward to having you in Langley with us on the LIFE tour. I'll be your production guy at the final venue! See you then! Comment back if you get a chance
  • Sam
    Hi Vicky, I went to your concert at CPC this past weekend. I was really moved by your music. Your voice and music were amazing. I'm so glad that I went.

    Your blog reminds me of how much I'm distracted by all the things that are going on around me and happening in this world, and how much I've distanced myself from God because of that. I need to seek out to God. And through his words and prayer, it's the only way to get to know Him. That's what I'm going to do.
  • Amen.
  • amen
  • great thoughts... sometimes it's hard to know how to respond to what's going on, especially from our Christian worldview. Definitely something to think about more.
  • thank you for sharing!
  • Your prayer has been my prayer for weeks...thank you for sharing your heart.
  • YES!!!!
  • Great Post, challenging. i posted the link on my site and there have been some great responses.
  • Thanks for the CPC concert Vicky - I brought a friend and we were both blessed! I love the intimacy you bring to a large venue, even if attendance isn't the best. Remember Burlingame last year?!?!

    I am SO glad that God is in control of all this complicated stuff and the simplest thing as well. What a mighty God we serve! Thank you for doing your part to be His hands and feet!
  • Amen Vicky.

    It's so true, and a lot of my friends who are working in business world are saying they are now having opportunities to speak about all the things that are being than all of us as all our comforts and security are stripped away...

    It's difficult to come to terms with the fact we can't be in control of everything.
  • Vicky,

    Amen. That is beautiful.

    Some days more than others, we really feel everything groaning... waiting for God to make all things new.
  • Vicky,

    Amen. That is beautiful.

    Some days more than others, we really feel everything groaning... waiting for God to make all things new.
  • nyc
    stumbled upon your page, great thoughts. thank you :)
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